something crude something pathetic something meaningless like
time begged me to overlook hidden meanings and red flags because
allowing you in my arms was a warmth i didn't want to miss and
yet i dug my own grave i let you hold the shovel while it deepened
because a recurring fault of mine is i bring misery i bring failure it never
ends and i so desperately wanted it to that i let myself fall i let myself
answer your warm touches and calming smiles and
ultimately it was my downfall because in the end everything ends
things never change and i will always be the ugly the
incomprehensibly crude and pathetic piece of flesh that has the horns of the devil
feathers that are tattered and
unknowingly begs for herself to find the end even when it's dark even
loathing herself to see it through.
. (i will but it never matters anymore.)
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