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I want to love again, but I'm so scared of going through it again with someone else..
To give your all and your soul to another person when you've left bits and pieces of your soul with someone else and it just won't come back like you want it to..
Being single and looking around, everyone just cheats on one another and I don't get it..
Just all day. Every day.
I know, I don't have room to talk because of what I did though, in my defense, mine was a cry for attention after all other attempts to get him to pay attention got exhausted..
Back to it though; Why?
I just want a long, loyal, honest relationship.
That kind of smoke a blunt and lay in each other's arms, listen to music, cuddle and enjoy each other's company kind of love. cat_xd
And I'm being serious.
You don't realize how lonely a person you really are until after a break up, huh?
And I know I sound like a broken record, but it seems like it's taking so long for my life to get together..