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I didn't know I'd posted my entry about getting healthy! This has happened to me twice now. I've had a journal idea in mind and have it all thought out and then when I get here to write it, I've already done it and have no memory of having posted it. I'm starting to worry about myself. I think I'd better bring this up to my psychiatrist.

Anyway, I didn't actually start today like I had planned. But my clothes are all tight on me and I really do want to feel better. Now that I have it all laid out, I'm going to print this plan out and use it beginning tomorrow morning. Tonight I took pictures of my fat, fat body. I know there won't really be a difference in two weeks, but I do things in two week increments because I know I can hold on for just two weeks.

So, this embarrasses me, but I'm going to post my weight. I'm also going to get my measurements. If I post here, publicly, then I'm more likely to stick with things. Just a warning, I'll try to do the "spoiler" thing for the pictures so you won't be totally grossed out with no warning.

May 29, 2019 (day before I started diet and exercise program):
Weight 205.4 pounds
Size 18 jeans, xl shirt and pants, size 8 underwear, size 38D bra
Height 5'2"

WARNING - SPOILER PICTURES ARE GROSS AND SICKENING!
They're not saving on TinyPic so I'll just have to try again tomorrow and I'll edit them in. Right now the spoilers are blank.




Measurements:
Neck 13 inches
Upper Arm (left) 15 1/2 inches
Bust (in sports bra) 45 inches
Waist 40 1/2 inches
Hips 50 1/2 inches
Thigh (left) 28 inches
Calf (left) 17 inches