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Ding Dong Doodily Do!!!
im such a ******** idiot...i always do this...something remotely good happens in my life and i go and ******** it all up...i need to just go die...i dont even know why im writing this ******** thing...no one will read...no one cares...i cant keep human contact...not even through the ******** internet...im just a failure...i hate my ******** brain! gaaaaaaaaah....i dont care anymore...i want to die...thats it. I want to just ******** die...i dont care about escape, i dont care about ending the pain, i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care just let me ******** die already, send me to hell i dont give a ******** anymore, just stop ******** taunting me and let me die...what did i do...why am i like this, what did i do...why am i so ******** horrible to everyone...someone just ******** kill me...please....
PostPosted by: Royale Riposte Reveries Sun Jan 10, 2010 @ 03:37am



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commentCommented on: Mon Jan 11, 2010 @ 01:02am
dont say you wanna die crying
there is always something to look forward to
you just dont know it yet


commentCommented on: Mon Jan 11, 2010 @ 06:02am
What happened? I don't think you're an idiot...sometimes I do stupid things too and I end up creeping people out or offending them just because i don't sit down and think about what's comin' out of my mouth before its too late..but I feel like it's just a matter of getting to know people- I have a friend that has gotten to know me so he knows how to count to ten then talk to me until we sort out misunderstandings that could've very easily gone very, very bad..

I don't think you're horrible- you're very, very descent as a person- at least to me. I guess I haven't seen this part of you that you're describing, but really....from what i've seen at lest, you are really not as bad as some people on here are...many people are just horrible and cruel crying

And you talk easier depending on the subject I think =)

What is it about life that's making you feel taunted?



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