I can't seem to figure out why but I've been feeling a lot stronger lately. Not physically but mentally. Normally, in real life, I'm one of those quiet kids no one seems to know the name of unless they are friends, and there for am a bit shy when I talk to people. Most of the time I panic about if I do something embarassing or mess up (which always seemed to happen oftren.) somebody would laugh at me. However, as of recently, I have not been so shy. I'm starting to feel a lot bolder and more comfy in my own skin. It's really unusal because I haven't felt this way and years and have yet to figure out where the extra burst of confidence is coming from.
Heck! I've even been a bit sarcastic in school, something I haven't felt confident enough to do until now. XD I wonder what all my friends are thinking in school. I mean I'm still quiet but not as self consious which has allowed me to be myself a lot easier. Maybe I'll actually show my true corky, strange self eventually.
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 Star_Freeheart · Fri Apr 04, 2008 @ 12:07am · 0 Comments |
