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this time i got cut deeper then ever....the warm blood flows out, why is it when you don't expect it you hurt yourself? this inst a physical wound this is a cut on my soul. It use to be so wonderfully beautiful...this evil that has given me power has killed me. But it will all be worth it if I can spend more time with them. So long as I see them, hear them, get to be with them, then I would gladly go to the pits of hell and stay if the would be happy and not go there. I will carry all their burdens, if it means they will be happy. This is all that I wish, and why i pay the price and get my soul cut and torn and battered...for the sole purpose of helping the ones I love. And you dare call me crazy? I damn you to were I am going to share in the pain. But whats funny is that I wont feel it, my soul couldn't possibly feel pain after what it has been though. So to all those trying to hurt me or my friends, just stop you can't possibly beat my power, for I fear not death, I welcome the b*****d with open arms, so he won't come and take me. Death never takes the ones who just want to die, but since I love I will die, and if not then it wasn't true love and I will know who loves me and who don't.