Yes, I should be taking sick leave and resting up, but my schedule doesn't allow much for flexibility. So! I get a day off tomarrow to do homework and such but instead I'm going to relax and draw some. A big pressure just got lifted this afternoon in the form of homework not being due, but rather brought in to be checked. So that's very nice and my little feverish flutter today was for nothing, but that's okay. I was prepared.
I don't think school is so important to me now or atleast I've learned to desensitize myself from it, like so many other things I've mastered. I used to get VERY worked up over not being able to complete a project and today I didn't even think about it. I did what I could and I went to class with the full intention of handing it in incomplete and incorrect. Maybe I've learned that my procrastination is my own fault and that I shouldn't get frantic over a situation I've produced? I should practice what I preach more often. ^__^
I'm always saying, "unless you're doing or are going to do something to change it, you're not ALLOWED to b***h about it." It's my fault I didn't do my homework, therefore I have no right to feel wronged in some way. It's my fault I didn't ask questions to fully understand the project, therefore I have no right to whine about it. I think this is a good way of going about things and it cuts a lot of the crap.
*sigh* If only others would practice this, I wouldn't have to tell them about it all the time. ^__^
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