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Well I told my girlfriend... what my mom said...and actually took it very well..oddly enough but I still feel that she doesn't like my mother now. But I totally understand why she would dislike my mother for that she had no right and it's partly my fault because well not really but I presented her like she was cheat as my mother plainly put it and I had no intention on doing that at all... anyways she looked me dead into my eyes and just smiled as she wrapped her around me and hugged me and asured me that everythig was fine but in the depths of my guts I knew something was still turbulant but she didn't want to get angry in front of her and I even told her to say whats on her mind and she refused and said once again that she was fine and nothing was wrong..so I left it at that, I felt like a grade 'A' heel sad after tho but I gusse thats just normal...I hope... So I stayed at her place till 11:00Pm her in my arms forgetting what happen the day before and I don't know she just has the power just to calm my soul and I feel so right beside her and I am happy for that feeling, I know I talk about my feelings and the sterotype of a man is: "that they are cold heart and not able to show their emotions" but I say ******** that, a good relationship is based on communication and to tell you the truth I am afraid to say what on my mind but my girl knows if there is something wrong with me and she gets me to say it even if I don't want to but after I do I feel hell of lot better.. and no I'm not whiped at all, if you think so then you don't know love then...

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