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Day-25: My mother
Yesturday I had the worse fight with my mother, it all begun with my brother asking for $2 dollor to go to the store to get 2 cans of pop. She said no and he said ok and left it at that, he came to my room and sat down in my laziboy and told me the answer that she said no and I was like meh oh well. I was face down in my pillow when she stormed in as she was ranting to my step-dad about him asking a few moments before. She yelled at him and he fended her off of him well you can gusse what happened she directed her wraith on me. So she started yell at me and saying that I'm the laziest boy on the planet and how I don't have a job, to tell ya the truth I don't. I fell off the roof and hurt my tail bone so I don't feel like working just yet...Anyways! she stomped off into the kitchen and sated to rant again and I was just pissed off so I sat up and my brother left my room for his and I was looking for my cd player as I relized that it was in the living room I got up and walked out there and grabbed it, before I could get to the kiychen like a foot away she stopped me by saying "Stop! what did you grab?!? the ******** phone??!?" of course I defended myself "it's my god damn ******** cd-player!" and I walked away before she could make a smart a** remark about it. After slaming my door and sat down on my bed and popped in my headphones and started to listen to my music and I closed my eyes, she fickered my eyes and I stopped the music and looked up. She apologized to em and said sorry and all that and I was like "ok fine whatever" and I wanted the fight to end, so she sat down and started to talk and she looked at the place where me and my girlfriend laid down when I brought her over, my mom started shake her head and started to b***h about that day 3 days afterwards...ok it's fine to b***h and rant about it after the next day but not 3 days later that ******** stupid!. Well the dumb b***h started to say that my girlfriend was too shy compared to my step-sister how they ""looked her in the eye"" when talking to her..LIKE c'mon! she was shy, what am I supose to do?? well she started ti biytch somemore and she gets up and says I was so insulted that I had to shake her hand while you two were in the bed together and take pictures too, well I was already pissed before this s**t and I stared at her I mean glared at her. Then out of the blue she calles my girlfriend a cheap whore and she didn't want her in her house ever again...how did that that me feel? well Pissed, angry, hateful, revengeful and sad at the same time. I was hurt and I hated her for that..everyone bit, I didn't want my mom to think or even call my girlfriend a cheap whore we just went to my room and sat in my bed and I pulled my comforter over me and her because it was freezing in my room because I forgot my window open eariler that day and I went out for a bit... As he left I sheaded tears she actually made me cry...I didn't knwo how to feel I was just...mad...to the breaking point I didn't deserve her wrath like that. Well I needed a break so I dried my eyes and went to my brother's room and sat down and turned on the tv and he was like "what the ******** get out of my room!" and I just looked at him andhe shut up and I said "just leave me alone..." and the dumb a** broad walks and aplogized for what she said and how she called her a whore well I didn't forgive her how are you supose to forget something like that? she said that we can give another re-impression and start all over again but how can I tell my girlfriend what happen if I do she'll never come back to my place...
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