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Well gusse what she did it again...she still pushing it and I'm going nuts now she has a problem of me hanging out with my friends like OH MY ******** GOD!!!! I wish she would just leave me alone now, well she said to me "oh your girlfriend and your friends can't keep having you over at their places" and I was apulled on what she said and like normally I just bite my tounge because she the type of woman that is very very controlling and and anythign she says is right and it stands and to tell you the truth I ******** sick of it because nobody listens to me and I'm going insane... I feel like I'm going to snap at the wrong person so I put a happy smile and act all goofy in front of people but in reality in a misrable pissed off person hating all human contact, I wish in the depths of my heart I could be transported to a world like in final fantasy and become a hero and everyone loves you like in ffx...ya what a dream that would be but I know it will never happen...I need a vacation away from my family maybe with my girlfriend and selected friends being my good friend Justin from Edmonton, Taylor from Parksville and my girlfriend Kristen and Reva from Surrey. Ya that sounds about right and another thing Im thinking of changing my journal to be like newspaper on me or something I need ideas but none come to mind...I feel more better writing out what the hell was bugging me and all the stress. Today I get to be with my girl and maybe I can releave more stress and regain sanity but I feel I'm just going to break and people are going to get hurt...

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