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Friday night after rehearsal, Josh came and picked me up from school. He had a little camping bag in the back of the truck and his bike. He took me home to get my bike, and he took me to a camp site that was closed for the season. We'd already been there a week before because we were riding our bikes up in there.
So we went to this really nice spot that was out in the open and beautiful. He got some mats down, started a little camping burner, and started boiling water. I took pictures of the sky and open area and little shadows of us. We ate ramen and chai tea and then snuggled in a sleeping bag and star gazed. He gave me cute little kisses on my cheek and we started kissing and making out. He asked if he could kiss my neck, I said yes. So he kissed my neck and then my alarm went off. My "You need to leave at this time so you won't be late for curfew" alarm. But we kept kissing until we absolutely needed to go.
The next day at 6am, he comes to my house because I promised to help him with a yard sale. From 6-11am we are at this public place where you can rent a table doing a yard sale with like 30ish other people. We left at 11:50 to go to the school, because then I had theatre things to do. We spent about 5 hours building set, programming lights, and getting things done that needed to be done for our show.
We left there and went to his house and played GTA V and I played MineCraft with his little brother while Josh slept. When Josh woke up, he kicked his little brother out because he wanted to cuddle with me. We cuddled for a while and ended up falling asleep. We both woke up because his older brother came in to get his xBox out of the room. When we woke up, Josh kissed me and traveled down to give my neck some attention. He ended up getting on top of me and just kissing my face, my neck, my chest, and eventually my breasts. Which was... interesting. I've never let anything like that happen before. I was shaking because I was nervous. I was a little bit uncomfortable. But in all honesty it felt good, and I was comfortable with <i>him</i>.
His brother came back in about 20 minutes later and I heard him coming up the stairs. I had Josh get off of me just in time for his brother to walk in. He said he was sorry and snuck back out. A minute later, Josh gets a text from him saying, "Wooo! Get some!! Also, your bed is really loud."
That was embarrassing.
And then I went home.
But I can't stop thinking about how his late day stubble felt on my neck, chest. How his hand held mine, how his body moved on mine, how his breathing and heart rate noticeably changed, the boldness of me letting him and him doing it.
I don't know.
It's weird.
It's physical.
It's new.
It's strange.
As for mom.
She is coming in 6 days. I have the SAT that day, and she wants me to go to the airport to pick her up. But I don't wanna. I have then a few days to move in, and then my new life with her starts. I am super nervous, and not excited.
She is crazy. She promised me a few things, and now isn't even getting me that. I knew she would. She is crazy and doesn't trust me. I've never done anything... bad, really.
I don't know.
I'll update more when I know whatsup there and when I move there.
Right now I have to pack and study.
My life.
I love you, Kyo.
Bye
 Purple Sky Painter · Sun Sep 29, 2013 @ 04:59pm · 0 Comments |
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