We cuddled.
He kissed me.
I pulled away.
We continued to cuddle.
We kissed again, this time a little more.
I pulled away.
We cuddled some more.
We kissed again, more this time.
I pulled away, panting, confused, getting used to it.
We laid there looking at each other.
He kissed me.
He put his tongue in my mouth.
I pulled away.
I hid my face.
I scowled but tried to get used to it.
I kissed him.
He gave me small kisses.
He put his tongue in my mouth.
I accepted it.
I tightened my legs around his.
I put my hands on his face.
I grabbed at his back a little bit.
And then my dad called my name and I had to run downstairs. Blushing, flustered, embarrassed, out of breathe and confused.
I want to talk to Josh.
I think we are going too far too fast. And the bad part is, I knew that if I ever got this comfortable with someone, it would. And I got comfortable with someone, and now I feel like I am moving too fast.
It's not good.
I don't want to do something that I'll regret.
I'm scared and anxious.
I like being with him. It feels okay. The physical is too physical for comfort. And I'm scared that my instincts will drive me too far with him. I'm so scared for that.
Be smart, Sky.
Be smart..
 Purple Sky Painter · Mon Sep 09, 2013 @ 04:04am · 0 Comments |
