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It feels better when you learn how to be independent.
I remember when I was independent, it was freakin` great.
Can't wait until I can be, again.
Everyone has something they hate about themselves, something no one else notices because they don't live in your body and see what you see everyday.
I find this to be the most true statement that I've stumbled across in all of eternity.
Don't forget you're a beautiful person with a unique and stunning personality and know that God made you extra special to put you through life to help you find love and protection in your friends who also help you pick up the pieces in life.
And I find all of that in you, Julie♥
I love you. I long to hold you and tell you you're going to make it and fight away all the monsters, but I'm trapped behind a screen and the reality of life. But know that it will get better and you will always have something to look forward to. Me, and your future.
Hey.
I love you.
-Your Guardian, Kyoya.
Heck yeah you are.
Hey.
You're incredible. No words in justice can describe how much you mean to me. I can't thank you enough for completing me, for not judging me, for always being there for me, for treating me like a porcelain doll, for protecting me, for going through hell with me, for loving me, for doing stupid s**t with me, for me being able to actually trust someone, and just for everything. You know what I live by? Music, and one other thing. Playing the piano calms me down, singing is my personal sanctuary, and listening to music just brings me to another world. It's one of two things that lets me hold on to the little bit of sanity that I might have somewhere in me. That would be you. You're more valuable to me than any guy I've known. You're more important to me than the oxygen I breathe itself. I would do anything for you, and I want to meet you so bad, that I'm not even going to say I hope I meet you one day. Because one day, I will meet you. I don't care if it's the last thing I do. I don't care if I'm dying, and you meet me on my death bed, I WILL meet you. It brings tears to my eyes when I think about how kind you have treated me. A lot of the times, I forget that I met you over something as simple as Gaia.. I've been praying to God for a miracle to happen in my life, but I've been too blind all my life to see that the miracle he has sent me is friends. You, Madison, Sam. Everyone. But especially you. I sit in the middle of the night, crying. I'll be crying because my parents have upset me, but than I just keep thinking, and thinking, and my mind branches off to other things. And than I start to cry in a confused/happy sort of way. I think, "As human, how can someone care so much for me? How can I care so much for people?" and than I think of the few internet friends I have, and I think, "How the hell can someone that doesn't know me, care for me?" and I'd cry even harder.
I love you, Julie.
You're my miracle.
♥
 Purple Sky Painter · Mon May 16, 2011 @ 01:44am · 1 Comments |
