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alot of ppl like to think that my life is easy pulled back and relaxing.... well those of you who do can go ****** yourself. i have to put up with everything in my life most of you that think you have it haRD dont know what i have to go through dont know the pain of my life you dont even know the real me! i wake up in the middle of the night listening to my parents yell and fight talk of divorce is going on i just wish i could shut my eyes and mike life go on!!!! because everydasy of my life its the same! i want to never wake up and ease the pain feels like its always pouring rain inside this house theres a little flame that flame represents me and all my shame i sttod in the distance for several years watched from a distance and i dried my tears wated to go up to her and ask to share beers but like my luck she had a crush and like i say that sucked! everyday this happens everyday this rewinds eveytime i wake up and wish i could die........ everyday of my life its the same! i want to never wake up and ease the pain feels like its always pouring rain inside this house theres a little flame that flame represents me and all my shame at school people say im just another alchoholical fool in class all the girls stare at that one bad a at luch people talk about me and think that i dont see but in my life there is no wife no friends just sitting and waiting till the end..... till the end......... till' the. end!

Posted by: unknown1011 Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 01:56am

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Commented on: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 02:31am


	comment the song or the back round of it either one or both would be good

Commented on: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 04:24am


	stare refer to my pm to u whing idiot stare

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Commented on: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 04:43am


	thats all i wrote about that im going through and atleast your grandfathers still alive u found mine dead two years ago. upstairs in my aunts house

Commented on: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 12:55pm


	srry typo i found mine dead two years ago

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Commented on: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 06:03pm


	yea well u wanna know what your being selfish ur whining thats what ur doing thats wat i hate bout most songs nowadays they whine oh and dude ever thought that it was his time to go and for that u don't whine u grieve but hey at leats u were ALLOWED to see him i'm not allowed to see my father or grandfather to make sure either are okay so i don't know anything and i have to get information from my half sister and she's not very nice ur allowed to see ur father and his side of the family be happy cuse i'm not allowed to see any of them w/o my mom quit whing selfish child

Commented on: Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 11:59pm


	not realy i made this song for one reason and thats to show veronique that her life isnt that bad ok

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Commented on: Mon Mar 13, 2006 @ 09:36pm


	wow.....did u make that up ur self?? that was really good/scarry

Commented on: Tue Mar 14, 2006 @ 01:49am

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Commented on: Wed Mar 22, 2006 @ 02:27pm


	what beat r u goin to be putting to that song?and there is one statement that i agree with and that is the fact that veronique's life is better than the most of us. so veronique if you r reading this stop complaining how hard you life is because in the long run its perfect compaired to the rest of us! scream

Commented on: Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 02:10am


	shriy Edwards V is a prissy a b*h who dosn't understand real hardship and fakes anguish to get attention she won't stop because she dosn't know how to get good attention and not pitty attention she's a lost cause

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