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im sitting in the distance
my life is going nowhere
as soon as i resist it
no pain no one no dispare

trying to not feel it
shes bringing it out inside me
as i sit here all alone now
wondering if shes deciding

asked her the question
slowlly turning to depression
as the answers coming back now
another sphyciatrist session
yet another absession

fire coming out now
waiting for an answer
trying not to feel it
shes bringing it out inside me
as i sit here all alone now
knowing that shes denying!

back in this room agaaaaaaiiiiinnnnnnn
weeping once again
now i realize that i
got to get up and try agaaiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnn

again! try again! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh going insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! felling the pressure neverending!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!confusion built inide me knowing that i shall see the fire burning up as im rising to the top! and my mind pop!