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when life sucks so does the world and damn does my life ******** suck. people playing with my emotions like im a god damn retard. i hate when people do that they ask you if youll always be there theyll ask you if youll alwas help when shes down. well i said yes to all those questions and what turns out happening, the person i promised dosnt want me to be there dosnt want me to help even though she asked me herself. i made a promise i prefer to keep and yet i cant. for three years of my life i have been fading in the distance. i finally decided to step up resontly and what does that do to me it makes me more depressed more agressive and more angry and the world and myself.

three years go fast
this love i feel will everlast
lurking in shadows as days and days pass
i turn the other way when they all kis your a**!

because i o wtf do you know
make me promise but wont let me show
standing outside your house in the ******** snow
rain, hale, hurricanes
god damn all of these ******** pains
listening to my friends complain
i can take this anymore ill just go insaaaaaane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you ask if i will always be there
you ask if ill always care
but when it comes to real life in truth or dare
thats the only way youll spent time with me there
hate pain love i dont care
my emotions went to hell just like the smile i dont wear

i ooooo wtf do you know
seasons have changed and its starting to glare
rain hall hurricanes
the thought of it all bring me pain
can i take it anymore no no i think ive gone insane

depression hatred is now all that i know
other emotions just dont want to show
i used to be so nice that i would glow
but now i can feel the darnkness in my body starting to flow!!!!

i o wtf do you know
all this time i wanted to go
my bestfriend is the one you say youll love to the end
well show me a chart of all the time that you spend.
and ill show you a chart of how much time my end

ill show a chart of how much time till the end
the end!!!!!!!!!!!