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Tough decisions X I had a fight with my family I always end up spending money on my friends, and then I get in trouble for it. two nights ago, I went to see my best friends because Daniel was evicted. he was moving into a shabby house far from the apartments. everyone was hungry and decided to ask me for pizza. I was going to tell them no, but they promised to pay it back (including Daniel's mother). I have been ripped off so many times that I feel like no one on earth is trustworthy. I put everything before friendship and I get ripped for it. I left Daniel and Mindy's with - 40$ for pizza and gas money. sad My parents make me feel feeble and weak because im so nice. they say I will keep giving until im too poor to care for myself. they are probably right. I don't care about money, if I could live without it, id give it all away. All i care about is finding someone special, and starting a family, nothing pisses me off more than being responsible for wealth. sad plz comment

Posted by: -OrBNRGY- Sat Dec 05, 2009 @ 01:52am

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Commented on: Sat Dec 05, 2009 @ 09:57am


	You aren't too nice you just dont want any responsibility. Where did you get the money from anyway.

Commented on: Sun Dec 06, 2009 @ 01:23am


	: D well, the money part is complicated. mostly grants from the US gov

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Commented on: Tue Dec 15, 2009 @ 05:30am


	you said please comment so i am. I know what you mean, with giving and giving in a friendship until there is nothing left to give and then still wanting to give that nothing. even as you know that you will get little to nothing in return. i struggle with the same problem. u are caught between two fires and your only option is to decide which burns hotter,so you die quicker. i am sorry that it is the way it is for you. i wish that life could be fair so that every friendship had to be give and take equally but i can't so all i can say is that i hope that it gets better for you. Maybe you should think about not hanging out with these people anymore. Idk maybe they pay you back later. I am not saying that my perception is the way you feel but i hope it helps

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