Sometimes all you can do is keep walking blindly ahead.
Currantly I reside in foster care thanks to the events that unfolded before hand. This past summer, my aunt (who was suppose to get back custody), passed away. Still, not all has been lost. I currantly have an amazing foster family who I'm not ashamed to call my family. I think the main understanding though all this has been: Things happen, but we just need to realise that no matter what, never give up and keep praying! Yes, my feelings as a christian have also strengthened. I always just believed in God but I never really could see. Now that I look back so much is connected in my story that I can't even begin to explain where the web of this all began. I'm no longer bitter but I still have issues with my father (somethings never change). Still, I've realized I've come out of my shell so much more than before. (and yes for those who know me online I didn't have one behind the computer screen but in real life...*shudders* trust me. I had a shell)
Well I guess that's all there is to say. I'm happy, I have a home, and I have a drive to keep at life and to not give up. Feel free to private message me if you wish and well, until next post, see ya. ^^
-Star
Star_Freeheart · Sun Nov 15, 2009 @ 10:57pm · 0 Comments |