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How long?
How long have I been hiding behind this fake face?
This happy lie?
How long have I been hiding my true feelings?
Hiding who I truly am?
How long have I been living in a fantasy world of simple pleasures?
Living a false life?

Just when am I going to grow up?
To leave you alone?
I know you're untouchable.
Way out of my league.
I'd go as far as saying, you are blind to me.
You are so amazingly beautiful.
You are so fun.
so lovable.

Why can't you notice me?
Say more then hello?
I want more then friendship out of you.
You're totally aware.
Yet you're with someone else.
I get so jealous...
When I shouldn't be.
I act cold around you when I'm jealous...
It's not fair to you.

And I know I might not think this is fair.
How you don't love me.
How you don't even hint at liking me.
But life was never fair.
I knew that from the beginning.
Then, who am I to judge life as unfair?
This could be completely fair.
How this one-sided love goes.

I try to get closer
you distance yourself.
you try to get closer
I shy away.