A bit of a self-pitying rant because I'm in a dark mood.
Kill me now. I get into all kinds of disagreements without trying. In Gaia-Towns, I am flamed for having an avatar that looks a bit more depressive than the colourful norm. I responded to that, got flamed by three different people and eventually disappeared... In Why Not? I got myself into a thread that was a flame-war, but I backed down before I could be flamed too much.
Ugh. People hate me. Even in real life. Out of a town of 4k people, about 3 or so like me... Out of a second town where I used to live... one person liked me. And yet, online, I have a group of around 10. The hell is wrong with that picture? I should have some equality between my online/offline friends, right? Stupid human nature. Can I go blow up some city centers now? Drop the population enough that people seem to care a bit more?
Either that or let someone come do that for me, then come take me down too. Stupid world. Grrr...
Blargh. I hate being in a depressive, dark mood like this. I don't even know why I'm in this mood... I want a hug in real life...
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