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This is difficult for me..


Things are going to hell again for, and they seem to be getting worse as time passes.
The most recent thing is my ex, Hailey, threatening to commit suicide. I'm not stranger to people bluffing, but to me it sounds like she's serious about this. Besides, she's had a history of attempting to kill herself. Coaxing her not to do anything so drastic has been hard on me, for one she expects me to be absolutely perfect towards her, and hold no grudges against her for the way she treated me. In her mind, I was the entire problems in out relationship. Now, the worst part is she expects me to take her back. I can't, if I do this my depression will become even worse and that would not be good for me. All in all, I'm not sure what I should do. I'm afraid she is going to kill herself, but I'm also afraid I'm going to get hurt by her again. And to be perfectly honest, I'm afraid of her. I don't even have anyone to protect me from what she could possible do to me, and I don't think I can because nothing I say or do gets through to her. Ugh.. I need help. I need someone to help me with this.