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Sometimes I wonder if I'm worth anyone's time, or even if anyone wants me. Most of the time I don't think I am, I know when it comes down to it most people would choose a better person over me. Someone who is mentally sane, utterly gorgeous, and wonderful in every possible way. I don't exactly blame them for choosing the better option, they can be happier that way. I suppose I wish I could be happy too, truly happy. But, it's something that may never happen. Maybe I should be a little more hopeful, but I don't think I can be. Too many tragedies have occurred in my life. Breakups, death, broken friendships, family conflicts, it's daily like for me. I don't need people to feel sorry for me after reading this, or anything I've posted in the past, these are just my thoughts.