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No matter how hard I try I can never keep someone by my side. Why is is, no matter what I always have I lose hold of the one thing I hold dear. I lose my self when that feeling is missing. I try and try but my attempts are futile. I always lose the one thing I love. I wish to know what true love or true feelings but alas I can't find my true self. I just cry in side my soul wishing to know how to feel. All I want is the one I love to come back to me and make my soul free once more because I will die and never be reincarnated to a better form. I will have ceased my existence on this pitiful world and rot in my soul forever never to see the light of day normally; all I see is black and white. that's the color of my soul.
life isn't worth living if the woman you love hates you, most people see the happy side to me but yet... i'm still depressed... the one i love doesn't see me for me anymore... i want to know what should i do? should i give up on her or love her more? if she reads this then she'll know who I'm talking about... http://media.animegalleries.net/albums/userpics/69498/Crying%20Girl.jpg





 
 
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