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Goodbye Forever



My life is a waste.
I have no use, no importance.
All my breaths are wasted.
All my words go unheard.
All my thoughts are uncared for,
my tears remained unseen.
She said she hated me,
that I'm a worthless human life,
a mistake that never should have happened.
I loved her,
and she said, "I hate you".
I broke the promise to my friends,
as I take that blade to my arm.
Cutting away my sadness,
My worries, my frustration
It feels so nice, to have my body numb.
It never mattered if I was alive or dead,
now I'm in between the two.
My eyes grow heavy as I drift to sleep,
welcoming death with open, bleeding arms.
You can't avoid the unavoidable,
I just helped my fate,
granting everyone's wish.
I was an unnecessary person,
a mistake to humanity,
to the planet.
I was never good enough for anyone.
Never had any real friends.
Sick of the fakes,
sick of the lies,
sick of the pain I felt everyday.
The only thing I did wrong was being alive,
I fixed that problem.
I already lived in Hell,
so, the place I'm going must be better .
''I hate you all", were the last words I said.
I'm finally free.
This is goodbye forever, as my eyes completely close.
Never again will I fill the pain that the Earth brings.
(Goodbye forever...)






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deta11
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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 04:39am
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