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I thank the gods for our much awaited spring break. However it feels as though it is a small interval between hell-circles. The ominouos graduation grows ever nearer and I must hold together if I wish to succede. I worry that the pogress reports will bode ill for Economics class and even though my research paper is complete, I know that I lost even more points because I wanted to perfect it with GREAT failure. I don't EVER want to see that paper again.

As my previous Journal entry mentioned, my week did not start well. And..it did not follow through well either. This is one reason why spring break is welcomed and feared to end. Not only had I barely etched by in homework assignments but I discovered a terrible revelation that work has become somewhat of a mood enhancer.

For example, Kc and I were at each other's throats during school hours on tuesday & wednsday...but only a few hours later at work, we were appologizing, smiling, laughing and actually weren't fighting over who counted the droors and who wrote them up.

This is something that bothers me greatly. This is coming from the person who used to tell people that hated working in the pharmacy because it was always so fake or because the people were so hard to deal with or blah blah. AND NOW ITS BECOME SOME SORT OF ESCAPE FROM SCHOOL. It even keeps my mind off of things that bother me...like the idea that enjoying it is sad.

I did write about this a few nights ago to vent but my unstable net s**t itself at the last second again and I lost my data...

Well, I think that's about it for today...I don't have much to do right now but I think I'll go DDR for a bit or draw something.