i'm pretty much trying to vent out all my feelings towards the immaturity of some people in my class, though i really don't feel like mentioning names. i just really wish that they would please give their little jokes a rest for maybe a day, but i don't really think that it's possible.
i really thought that my eighth grade year was going to be great, but because of those people, it's not turning out to be so great. i don't want to say that it's their fault because it could be my fault as well. i'm not so sure. still, i wish that there was some way to make everyone realize that we really have to try and be good when we need to be. but even though i say that, how i'm i supposed to convice everyone of that?
i hope that others would help me out, but the possibilities of that working is unknown. i should try and convince everyone, because nothings really stopping me. but then, maybe i'm just afraid to try too hard. this isn't right, i know that if i want something to happen, i need to do something. but maybe i just need someone else to tell me that, because as it is, i'm having a hard time convincing myself. there is some hope for us, and i want to believe in that, always.
that's it for today...
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