[doesn't do that whole logging in thing like Daku used to]
[+] Mar 1. 05
[+] Dear Journal:
[+] Today sucks.
[+] But then... Every day sucks for me. If it's not one thing it's the other.
[+] The freakin' Erik... He's ruining everything...
[+] Is God picking on me or something? Is my life so F-ed up for a reason? And why me? Why does it have to be ME the one who's being kicked around like an old toy?
[+] That God forsaken Erik is the most lewd, fowl mouthed, perverted, dirty little rat that ever skittered across the face of the Earth! He drinks, he smokes, he goes to those sick night clubs, he did/and still does drugs, and yet... Though Raven really doesn't want to be around any guy, she'd rather be with him than me...
[+] I... I just don't get it... sad ... Why Erik? What makes him so special?
[+] He kisses her, but I never have. gonk He hugs her, but she screams at me when I try.
[+] ... What about him is so much better than me? ... Maybe Raven doesn't go for the heart... I mean, after all... I'm just a stupid, weak little whiney punk singer...
[+] And... and Erik is everything I'm not. He's muscular, he's a lot stronger, he's a bad*** type guy, he's more agressive, and all around just better than me... sad
[+] But... is that really what Raven looks at? The outside? ... Or does she really want someone as... bad as him...?
[+] ... Well... whatever the reason... I'm never gonna be Erik. I couldn't live with myself if I was that dirty.
[+] But I can't just let him steal Raven away from me like this.
[+] Something's got to be done.
[+] And something will.
 PirateElf · Tue Mar 01, 2005 @ 06:25pm · 0 Comments |
