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I wish you could see how you left me
Torn, bleeding, and broken.
I wish that you could hear
The words that were never spoken

I wish you could see my true feelings
And knew how I feel about you
Because I will love you forever
I wish you knew this is true

There are many things Ive done
That I truly regret
But the things youve done to me
Are really hard to forget

Now I cry myself to sleep
Because I know Im hated
Not by others, but by you
Love is over-rated

But now you like another girl
And my heart is dead
You tore it out and ripped it up
Which caused this gun at my head

Im only one step away
From being away from you
This is all because you hate me
I think I hate you too

With the gun at my head I wonder
What will happen when I die
Nobody would miss me
And you wouldnt cry

So what am I waiting for
Nobody would know
You dont even care anymore
And if you do it doesnt show

So now I pull the trigger
And I fall to the floor
Now Im gone forever
Im out of your life for sure

I hope you know this was all your fault
Cause you hurt me so bad
I hope that you are happy now
Cause I know youre not sad

I just need you to promise
To do this one last thing
Please dont hurt a helpless girl
As bad as youve hurt me

I loved you more than anything
But you only made me cry
And that is the reason that
I had to say goodbye