yet again I ask the eternal and painstaking question: what in the name of all that is f*cked and holy is wrong with me...?
today me and Ashley (girlfriend...) were playing KHII...and she'd been playing for like seven and a half hours...me only playing for like, 2...and I only wanted to do one of the levels I got to play and I had rented the game...but SHE gets pissed at me when I ask if I can play a certain level...so she flips out, hits me with the controller, and I leave...
so I ask to all none of you who read my journal...
IS THERE A SIGN ON MY HEAD THAT INVITES WOMEN TO ******** WITH MY EMOTIONS?!
every time I get into a relationship, it's fine at first then they all slowly but surely grow into a maniacal, megalomaniac that thinks she has complete control over me! I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE HANDED OVER CONTROL OF ME TO ANYONE! ...you know what the worst part is? she's gonna' read this and get pissed at me, claiming I called her a b***h when I didn't even ******** mean it that way!
progressively, I hope things will get better...but who am I kidding? every time something like this happens, I always get ******** over in the end...and it always seems to be right after me and my partner think of the future! it's like as soon as I have something to look forward to, I get f*cked over like so many choirboys in Michael Jackson's closet...
I was supposed to be dead LOOOOOOONG ago...I've tried killing myself too many times to be alive...and don't b***h to me calling me an emo or whatever you lil' preppy/jacktards/whatever the ******** you are's 'cuz I honestly don't ******** care! THIS IS MY ******** LIFE! MY ******** STORY! AND IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT, WHY ARE YOU READING IT!?
...******** it...nobody cares...
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