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My holiday season might just be cursed. I mean, winter/fall is already tough for me because my cycle is toughest during this time but... dang some stuff has really been laying on thick.

Today my car pretended to be dead. Totally scared the life outta me. A stranger was nice enough to let me use their bathroom and keep me company in their warm house until my ride came for me. Car got home safe. Will investigate it further tomorrow.

Wednesday was my last day at the school site I have worked at for the past two months and a half. A parent threatened me. "I don't want you around me kids" and then full frontal assault on my character and judging me from her high horse. I quit right on the spot. My supervisor was called over and they covered my shifts. I am subbing again. It's been great! I miss the site, for sure, but I don't deserve to cry at home every night because of one little girl. She wasn't going to improve because her mother was backing her. The parent isn't the problem, it's the child. Oh well. Preschoolers have been really sweet and I'll try DC again after the New Year. I should be mentally healed by then. I'll be getting some sweet loving from my Stallion <3

So whenever I sub, the other teachers are really sweet. They tell me repeatedly to come back and that I'm one of the few GOOD subs out there. Recently though they've been trying to help me further my career in the teaching for San Juan. They try to tell me about opportunities and explain the requirements. Dave usually tries to do this, and my mother, but with the teachers also telling me about this at the various sites I've been to... I'm actually putting some merit into it. I have more time now to look and I should get into it. I can do it! I'm just such a scaredy cat about starting stuff, Haha.

Will be in San Fran from January 27 to the 29th. We have plans for a fancy dinner one night and the concert the 28th, but otherwise I think we might have one or two patches of time between sexy times that I could meet up with people. GOTTA ASK PEOPLE. REMINDER: ASK PEOPLE! ASK ASK ASK! >I I'm determined! I can do it!

My heart is not broken.
I am healing. I am healed,
but not healed.
My mentality is good,
like a lopsided boob.