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[Dec. 7, 2016] Hey! This is my first journal entry smile I'm currently in my dorm room, procrastinating and eating Ritz bits sandwiches [The s'mores kind emotion_bigheart ] I'm supposed to be studying for my Psychology exam, but I really don't feel up to it. It also stresses me out because my anxiety is screaming at me to "JUST F***ING DO IT." Anxiety and I have a very patchy relationship. Anxiety also prevents me from learning anything so it's pointless to try and study when my anxiety gets bad.
I also can't wait to go home for the Christmas break! My partner is very excited as well, because it's been weeks since I've been home. I ended up toughing it out and staying at Uni for numerous weeks to study and make sure I get my work done.
I've also been working on polishing up this account and to change it to my liking. It's just something to keep me busy for a while I guess. I think I've been getting more and more depressed lately, since I barely leave my room and I don't hang out with my friends as much as I used to, but this is keeping my mind off of it all. At least I'm eating and keeping up with my health so that's a plus!
Anyways, I'm going to start studying for that exam so wish me luck!

~Shae~