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So it's been a while and a lot has happened. I finished my first year of University so that's good, but I decided to transfer over to a different university. "Why?" you ask. Well, my depression and my anxiety got the best of me. UNB is a more comforting place because it's familiar and I know of some people whom go here. My mother also had cancer and passed away pretty recently so that took a big toll on me. My depression went from being emotional trauma to physical in less than a week. I'm usually in pain just from being outside for more than half an hour. My headaches are so bad just from talking to people; I'm so emotionally drained. Derek turned about to be one of the biggest manipulators I know of and doesn't even know it himself. So we broke up. On a brighter note, my friends have been super supportive and I decided to get myself a tattoo biggrin It was absolutely terrifying and it hurt but it was definitely worth the money and time. If you aren't afraid of needles, I highly recommend getting one. I am currently dating one of my best friends, for almost 2 years, and I couldn't be happier! He has been there for everything since we befriended each other, and I mean EVERYTHING. He's absolutely sweet, loving, treats me so well and handles my mental illnesses with care. I don't understand why we haven't dated in the 2-3 years we've known each other. We're very compatible but have our own unique personalities. I feel bad that he has to deal with the aftermath of my last relationship but he's handling it very well. He's adorable, is very good with kids, is incredibly sexy *wink wink* and is just a very loving person in general. We've made plans to meet up in New York so we'll see how well that goes. Test the waters. Well, we're already like knee-deep so might as well go deeper amirite? Anyways, as usual, I feel a slight weight has been lifted off of my shoulders so I shall end it off on a good note. Cheers!

~Shae~