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I feel like death. That's really all there is to it. I really dislike being a woman. I really, really do. It sucks. I'm super emotional all week, practically crazy. My stomach feels like it's killing me, I get sore and my back will start to hurt, and all I want to do is cuddle with my boyfriend. The problem with that is that he can't come over, so that brings me back to my emotional issue and I just feel like crying. I've pretty much felt like crying all day.

I never completely understood why girls were so crazy. I haven't alway been this emotional (and I do have a reason for why I am. It's just a little weird to talk about so I would rather not say). I am getting this issue fixed and hopefully I will go back to having some emotion but not this crazy blob of emotion like I've been having the past two or three months.

I really really hate this. I'm just going to go roll up into a ball, maybe play some sims, and be sad. I really just want to cuddle and having him over here... I really really just want him here....


Going onto a different rant now.... Tonight I'm going to go to the movies with my lovely momma, my amazing aunt, and my spoiled, bratty cousin. I'm really, really annoyed of her already. I just really don't want to deal with her today. I'm already sad and I just..... I don't want to deal with her at all. She pisses me off and I just really don't want to deal with that. Blah. Today just sucks really, really bad.

Sorry for my rant guys.. >.<