So, if you read my last journal you would know that today has been a bad day for me. I had a bad day at work, lost my card, and have just been in a grumpy mood. Well, I found my card in the garbage. Over the weekend I went to Walmart and bought something for my mom. This thing called 'strait talk' for her phone. I ended up putting my card in the walmart bag because it's a habit of mine. Well, when my mom took everything out of the bag, she didn't check to make sure that everything had been taken out and she accidentally threw it away.
Well, in my grumpy, annoyed self. I walked into the living room to complain that I had absolutely no idea where my card had disappeared to. She and I thought about it some and Walmart was the last place I had it. That's when I got the idea to check the walmart bag. When I pulled it out of the garbage, I looked at my mom with a dirty look, sighed, and said 'thanks for trying to throw my card away'. And she apologized cause she knew I was grumpy and I realized soon after that it was a really mean thing to say.
I apologized to my mom for being grumpy, to which she said 'I noticed' but I tried ignoring that comment. I have been in my room ever since. I have work at eight in the morning, so I know that means I need to go to bed around eleven or twelve. That's four or five hours away, so I have a little more time to be grumpy.
I hope that my boyfriend gets off work soon. I want to talk to him. I think that it would make me a little happier, even if I'm grumpy. I miss him terribly. Althought, I need to work on being clingy. I need to calm it down a little I think. I know that I'm awefully clingy and I'm pretty sure that it is annoying. But, I just can't help it. I love him and it's hard to be away from him for so long. I don't think you guys understand how lovely it is to hear that he loves me or he misses me first. It makes me smile.
Thinking about him has made my night a little better. Maybe my night won't be so bad after all.
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