That's all I have so far is just empty boxes but there like 14 cm on height and 5 cm in weight only good thing I could use them for is holding me pen and pencils but I don't feel like throwing them away. Just like some shoe boxes I have in my closet has stuff that just I keep. I kind of wanted to leave what I hold in them but old items and memories are my skeletons in this closet I keep staring before I fall asleep. Sometimes feel like it haunts me. No, it's nothing bad just things I couldn't let go like my dieing comic and writing I burn in a fire. I hate remembering what was been and what is now. Nothing bad about it just I don't like it and seeing how bad it is. I know I talk about it few times but it's a pain to think about it now.
I been having trouble doing that right now. I don't feel like an artist but feel more like trash. I haven't put too much thought as it might scare me but I did put a lot of thoughts on so many things I just wonder what would happen.
I been cheating on the legend of Zelda: ocarina of time. Getting items without even trying and using old glitches oh what fun really. That reminds me but I kind of got screwed the other week when I was gonna get skyward sword. It turns out I don't have enough funds for that game as I helped friend get modern warfare 3 but that was a mistake I should had coming.
I notice users were asking where I gone when I left the web for two weeks. I didn't think it matters now as it nothing important then saying "Free time." Lately I don't think it does matter anyway. Still bugs me on few times as some of the thoughts and idea happen like being kidnap and other I don't even moments as it does question my impact as I been on the web.
I did notice one thing but that just a silly moment really. I kind of am upset that someone is touching my things like my books and plushies. I think I should get another one and place it near my books. I hate feeling lost in my own room but I do like this feeling I been having when I wake up.
I'm kind of glad it's almost the 16th of this month cause of that movie I been waiting for so long. It's not like the older films nor the novels but it still good really. Lately I been getting a headache on dead island. I blame the music in it but it does remind me of few games that are like that mostly cause I get lost but lost is all I can do really.
Hey! Did you know cell phone can kill you? I never knew that and its one of those screen cell phone that I was like nope. I use to have an old phone like really old like so old you'll be like "this ain't 90's bro." then I'll be like "I'm not your bro-- bro." True story 'kay.
My mouth hurts from chewing bubble gum but my arm hurts for using it like a pillow. Yeah, I don't even know anymore but I did eat some cake.
~ayame
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