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I do believe this weather is getting to the point where everyone is on the verge of slitting each other's throats or a suicide party...in fact, I believe a good metaphore would involve lemmings...

Anyway. It seems that a few more factors have once again stunted my non-existant social life. Half of me is saying 'I can't believe you actually use that term' and the other half saying 'but it's true! And we're getting even less of one than usual!'.

Sadly, I missed another event where I might have had some funn with new and old friends.

You know what sucks? The whole 'melo-drama' should have ended in high school but it refuses to...just....leave! I am getting so pissed off, I want to grow up already and certain friends DESPERATELY need to do the same. You could cut the god damn tension with a butter knife these days. And I'm not referring to just friendshiply tensions. I'm also referring to the son-of-an-a** sexual tension.

I honestly do blame the media for the most part. My sister is watching her stupid kid shows and they have kids as young as 13 making out. I'm not saying that's abnormal but its becoming a little TOO common for my tastes. But seriously, almost everything in the media is literally pushing people in the ages of 12 and up to become sexually active. And, as always with the band-wagon, when you don't get on right away, you're outcast and shunned. Its almost impossible to be yourself anymore because we've all been brainwashed to think the same!

"Oh, he's hot!"
"She's hot!"
"I'd hit it"
"Not zesty!"

If this persists, my first move shall be to eliminate Paris Hilton and her ankle-biter dog. Next shall be Hilary Duff and her nameless friend who STILL promote Dentine Ice! But I will not stop there, oh no. After I have enough killings under my belt, I'm going to march stark-naked into New York and sneakily bomb every large media-related facility within my reach (or stop with how much gun powder I have left...which-ever comes first).

By that point, I would gladly send a bullet through my own brain and die, knowing a few less retards walked the earth. At least then I wouldn't need to bother worrying about school, work, friends, intimate relationships, and family. Looking at my life now, I really do understand why people contemplate suicide near my particular age group. Because the world is ******** UP.

Ok, I tired, cranky, jealous, happy, sick with a head cold, and need to take a shower. I bid you adieu
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