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Natasha called me today. It's odd considering that if it wasn't for the fact that I called out, she would have called, and there would have been no way for me to know. She called around 3:00 pm, and I don't get out of work until 3:30 pm. I also don't have caller ID. My cell phone is cut until tomorrow.

What makes this important is the fact that when I don't hear her voice (or see her text), I feel disconnected. I feel like if we are drifting apart. When I do hear from her, I feel so much better. I don't know what is happening to me. I feel like I have voices in my head that is telling me to leave or hate Natasha. I can handle the pressure, I just hope it doesn't get worse.