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Part 4

Back from the river early. It started to rain. Now I'm sopping wet. Tomorrow I'm going to the river again and maybe the park. Saw something odd today.A man in a black kimono was by the river . There were other people there but they didn't notice him. He looked at me but I looked away quick. I'm scared out of my wits again. What was he? I feel something awful is happening to me . Mom called again and said she and dad will be home in a couple of days. I cleaned up the house so it would look nice when they got home. No change in grandma's condition either. I don't want her to suffer. I'm going to sleep with my sword again until mom and dad get home. I want to be prepared if someone is going to hurt me. I'm going to be taking fencing lessons soon. Dad wants me to have formal sword training. I only have the lessons that grandpa taught me. Dad's a fencer and so is mom. That's how they met. I'll write later if anything weird happens.

1:30 am

Not again! whats wrong with me?! I feel the same way I did last night. I'm crying right now. I'm scared and confused. What did I ever do to deserve these abilities?! I'm cursed! I want answers. I want to cry. All I can do is write down how I feel.