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My old rp character that I used in towns, "mist" I shall now tell the truth of... her real story.

When she was only roughly 4, she had awoken to her earliest memories, a misty forest full of snow. She had not even knowledge of her own name, and since she had seen the mist and fog first, she called herself "mist" after the place of where she first awoken in. Knowing that she probably had parents, she was sad that she found herself alone as time past. No one to go to, no where to call home, she lived all alone, then when she was 6, she said aloud the phrase "Nn ki ra" meaning "Unconscious concentration, I want this to last" which activated the mana that ran through her veins allowing her to use magic without the mana that rested in the world itself. Out of grief, depression, sorrows, and loneliness, she decided to become a hero so no one else would have to live through the same sufferings she had. At the same time, out of those same dark sorrows, a dagger that was especially made to kill her was in her inventory the entire time for she had secretly decided that once the world was in no more need of her, she would finish herself off to keep herself from becoming evil. And so the long years had passed with her attempts to live, but she had no true soul, the only kind of soul she had was formed out of the same depression that had created her beginnings of her journey. Should she die, she would shatter into fragments of glass, without even having a soul to travel to heaven, the underworld, or even the afterlife. Those glass fragments would then melt into the same mana that made up her blood and be blown away by the winds, leaving no trace of her unless preserved into a container of sorts. She had first met arch, who later introduced her to howlerd, darth, tamer, s4vior, and her first major opponent she knew as Redratur(I think he goes by redruxa now unless I'm mistaken), which was while in her timeline, she was 15 approaching 16 years of age. She supposedly died trying to remake a seal on redratur(who she was calling red), but the mana bits that flowed inside her, coupling with all her emotions locked away and any leeches that he used on her brought her back to life, eventually leading her to her next major opponent, Lucifer. He managed to force her into checkmate the first time they fought, and although she said that she surrendered, her emotions inside bubbled to her vowing to try and stop him, especially when she found out some of his plans. Sadly, all of those years of built up sorrows, vows of trying to be the hero, and in times of battle, angers, the emotions began to cloud her understanding and she begun to lose herself in depression, which climaxed on the noon of 3/5/2011, where she found that she wished to take the clock back to start over, and thus, she stabbed herself in the heart with the dagger, which instantly caused her to shatter into glass fragments. And thus was the end of the girl, the end of the girl who never had a soul as far as she knew and never could find out what kind of being she truly was.

Edit: her real name was Kirya Hikarina and she had one who was supposed to be her soul-guardian but he, Azreano, was cursed forcing him to track down those that didn't deserve to live and send them to a plane for them to be judged. When Kirya was 5 she caught up to him, who helped lead her to food before, and even though he could tell that her soul was missing, he didn't want to send her to the plane, for the embodiment of Kirya's dark side, the demoness Nightshade, had it locked away in a mini-world and the only way for Nightshade to not cause trouble in the rp world was if Kirya's body was destroyed. Kirya killed herself and Azreano was able to use his abilities to call her sleeping soul out of Nightshade's grasp and now with the secrets of mini-worlds in his own grasp, Azreano took Kirya to a place where she can rest from all the pains that struck her, but she still hopes to go back to the world so she can truly live for once.