I found this twitter from a girl in Taiwan, and she's posting up songs. Strange that I've never even been to that website even if it's so popular. It seems pretty neat, although I think that it would only be neat in cases like these; when there is a particular theme. I'm just content with my Gaia journal, and wouldn't want to waste my time with those boring social networking sites. I swear people are getting too dependent on Facebook. Around campus I always hear people going "oh is he going to add me back on Facebook" or "he asked me out on a date on Facebook!" Before it used to be xanga and then myspace and also... well, who remembers. Personally if I was a guy I'd just ask someone to their face. Just like how people these days should insult others to their face instead of hiding behind a screen. On a somewhat-but-not-entirely related subject, I keep on forgetting to contact that one friend who moved away to Sac. I'm just like my sister now that I think of it. "I'll do it later, rarrgh." XD She also had a best friend who moved away.
I'm so glad that ａ ｋｉｓｓ ｆｒｏｍ ｔｈｅ ｐａｓｔ is starting now; quite a lot of my roleplays actually die before they get underway. I really like it. I like the other roleplayers. The layout is pretty and neat. People actually post regularly. A lot of adv. lit roleplays have a lot of potential and fabulous plots, but are dead on the second page because of the essay-length-post-requirements.
I really dislike my classes now. I don't feel close to my friends at all, even the one who I've known for five years. California is seriously so lonely. Maybe there's something wrong with me, because I just can't seem to establish any meaningful relationships. (I mean, we're still best friends. Talk a lot, laugh together, together a lot, and all the other things you'd see with best friends.) I just don't feel personally close to them. Aurgh, and I keep on thinking of my past friends. I have a too-great memory for people and a too-poor memory for everything else. =w= I slept a lot this afternoon, which was a bad move on my part. I always feel like a dead fish when I go back. On another change of topic. So in class we're doing a debate, and I have to take the "pro" side on assisted suicide. I was lucky enough to get one of the first picks. Mind you, it isn't the scenario where a person is suicidal and her friend helps her. It's in those cases where people have terminal illnesses and know they will die a painful death. In those cases why would it be illegal for medics to put them to sleep? It's helping them, right? It's not like they're angsty and hanging themselves because of emotional issues. By not putting them to sleep, the doctors are actually inflicting more pain on the patient.
I need to stay more dedicated to my dream log. There was one dream I had a few days ago (I forgot how it went) that went unrecorded. Which is bad. If you forget to record, then you'll gradually stop remembering them when you awake. All of my dreams connected to some insecurity, fear, history, or some funny random thing in my life. Like I had a dream that my friend was getting swindled out of her money with marriage by this cocky money-grubber. XD WTH. Another dream I was looking at myself being chased by this shark. With the generic "dundundundunDUNDUNDUNDUN" music in the background. And after that I got cornered by some thugs. In the next scene, I was getting chased around the house by this snake, forcing me to hang from the ceiling. My sister was there watching when she finally hit it with a pan and tossed it in a boiling pot. I saw this article that said if you had a dream that you were chased by something, it meant that you felt threatened. I don't really feel threatened, and can't connect the snake to anything in my life.
I feel like talking to my sister again, but it's already twelve and she's probably already asleep.
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Serene: To the General Public At Last
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