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People on Gaia are nice at the most surprising times. I got helped in the achievement thread AGAIN. Those people have been so kind to me. It really cheers me up. Not that I really need cheering up. I mean I do but I don't.

It's funny that this would happen to me shortly after Josie had her own date. I got asked out on a date. Now this wasn't me being like "hey wanna go out" or "wanna hangout" NO! This guy actually texts me without me texting him first. He's adorable and handsome. He's got a bit of differences from me but I still like him. I have fun talking to him and can't really plan things like what to say. I don't find myself doubting how I feel or forcing feelings upon myself. I don't calculate how things are being said to me, they are painfully obvious.

He's going to move to Sac soon and he said the the first thing he wants to do is take me out to dinner to celebrate a new start. <3 Isn't that adorable! This is the cosplay guy that I accidentally accused of being a girl in January, the one I searched for who was dressed as Zach. Yea, we talked on Facebook a few times then since things were going well I gave him my cell so we could text. We've been texting since then. It bothers me a little that he tries to ask me to come down on Thursdays when I have school Fri, not to mention IMPORTANT school. I think he understands. I wouldn't lie about this... really. I have Japanese Tests almost every Friday.. =A= I'm skipping class this morning. Too tired. Didn't do laundry. Didn't take a shower. Fawk it, we're only going over vocab. Tomorrow we review it anyway...

I flux a lot,
constant motion makes me
stronger?
but being at
but being REST
but being feels at ease,
perhaps there's not logic in it?
I'd like to be flexible.