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Part 8
I feel so terrified right now! It's Friday night and I sense something terrible! I have no idea what it is . I hope to Heaven that it is not a hollow coming for me. I've never been so scared in my entire life. Not even when I saw the shinigami again by the river did I feel so scared. D: I have the lights on now and can't settle down.

It seems to have passed my window . I hope next time I am this lucky. Who knows what will happen to me if it gets me. I made some tea and put in my favorite DVD in hopes I'll fall asleep again. What can I do to protect myself if it returns? Should I tell Mr.Urahara? But how could he help me? I still don't know very much about him. I don't know how much longer I can take this. I don't like feeling unsafe in my own home. I almost wish it was something human that wants to hurt me. At least I'd be able to get some help from the police.

I still feel shaken after the events of last night. Mr. Urahara stopped by this morning as if he knew about the hollow. He said I need to hide my (what was the term?) reiatsu( i hope this was the right one. so many terms that my little mind can't handle) so I wouldn't be a target. He also said that he'd feel terrible if something happed to one of his friends. I'm his friend? I don't trust him. I guess I should be grateful that he considers me a friend. I don't know much about him. He seems more than just a simple shopkeeper as he puts it.

In other news, my boss is coming over for dinner in effort to get to know his employees better. I have no idea what to cook! I'll ask my mom when I call her tonight ( I always call when the rates are lower ,saves both of us money.) My parents always had company over . Hopefully nothing with cabbage in it . I do not like cabbage. Ryo told me something interesting . He sort of remembers seeing the same woman I saw by the lake.He said that's why he yelled at me. Why is my younger brother telling me this now? Is he able to see ghosts also? What about Setsuna or my parents? Does this have to do with my mother's side of the family? What sort of people were her parents? From what I understand is that my grandmother died when my mother was young and she was raised by her father. My mom has been telling me more about her family lately for some strange reason.
I must go now to the bakery so I can get some bread at a reasonable price. Then I'm off to the supermarket and the bookstore.