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Part 7

Nothing much has happened since the journal reading incident. I didn't tell Mr. Urahara about that . I did say that I think that there are others that might know about me. He said not to worry but to be cautious. He said there still are strange things happening .I have the feeling he knows more about what's going on here in Karakura than he's letting on. He reminds me of someone who is always a few steps ahead of everyone but never lets on.I think I watch too many spy movies to think this. Should I trust him? Is he human? Or is he something else entirely?

My parents came to visit me recently. I showed them around town, took them to dinner and caught up on family news. My mom doesn't like the man that Setsuna is marrying.She says that they know almost nothing about him. Almost like he doesn't exist. My mom also asked me if anything was wrong. I said not really it was just stress of losing a job I really loved and adjusting to the one at the hospital. Not that I don't love that job also. She told me if there was anything she could do I was to just ask her.Oh mom if you only knew what has been happening to me since I was 15. I can't tell you about the ghosts, shinigami or the hollows .( I've seen a few but never up close.) I wish I could tell you about everything.I don't want to put you all in danger because of me. I do wonder who this man Setsuna loves is? I hope he is not Yakuza or any other crime organisation. There has been talk that the Russian mob has operatives here in Japan. Why do I get a strange feeling about this man even though I haven't met him yet?

I really enjoy my job at the hospital.My coworkers are very helpful getting me trained. I am taking some online courses to help me in the long run. I haven't met the director yet. I've seen him though. He gives me a strange vibe. It almost seems he knows about my ability. I hope it's just my over active imagination. I try my best not to pay much attention to the ghosts in the hospital but it's almost impossible not to.I don't want to get fired or even worse, locked up and declared insane. Why do I fear being discovered by someone else? I fear that I might be used for an evil plot or killed for being different? Everyone is different in their own way. I just need to be more careful I guess.