i keep wishing you knew what it feels like to never feel happiness or to always feel pain and fear. i lost everything in just a couple years, but i'm glad i stuck on to you. my pain only rises when your not around. when i hear your voice my pain falls and i rise. when i see your eyes sparkle i see the best thing in my life, and that is you. you told me to blow the candles, and i looked at you and smiled. i said softly my dreams have already came true. then you past away and again i lost the most important person in my life. i can never feel the way i did when you were around when i hear our song River Flows In You, tears fall against my face wishing you where here to play it for me again. when i listen to it every night i imagine the times we spent together under that tree where we left our mark. i love you and you loved me. i wish i could go back in time and stop you from getting on that plain, but it's impossible after we had fought. i wish you were here so that i could tell you that i love you always and forever :'( </3 my heart still beats while your has gone. i wish i could stop mine just to see you one more time.
-bella
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