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Shame, devastation, and maybe even a suicide at the train station.
The modern man of age has fallen off his steed.
Why must we be the ones to fall to our knees?
I can't even be the one to help you out of here.
All I do is watch from the sidelines even though I say all those things.
Upon a star is a wish from the heart of this slightly masochistic hypocrite...
That wish is from me.

What can I do? (I'm just so confused..)
How can I make you see how wrong you are?
You don't need all the stuff that will erase you from this world...
A second chance is not going to come by, I would truly know.
Hold my hand, look me in the eye, and don't think the last words are going to be goodbye...
The words that I will tell you are just what you know...
Just promise me you won't sink to be something so low.

Society has not a name or place for us.
We're the children of tragedy...
Aren't we?
Or is that a sad excuse to mope around and wallow in our own self-pity?
I prefer choice two, since I prefer not to be locked up in my own asylum room.
A world of white light and perfection, oh, who needs it?
As long as I have you, I'm good to go...
But I need to save you from here first.
Since I'm so worried about you.
So worried I can't breathe...
If you disappeared, I wouldn't know if it would be the same?
It'd be a large shard of glass broken from the mirror of my life.

What can I do? (I'm just so confused..)
How can I make you see how wrong you are?
You don't need all the stuff that will erase you from this world...
A second chance is not going to come by, I would truly know.
Hold my hand, look me in the eye, and don't think the last words are going to be goodbye...
The words that I will tell you are just what you know...
Just promise me you won't sink to be something so low.

You gotta stop, just stop.
Addiction doesn't help, neither does greed.
You want and want, you take and take, it drives me crazy...
How fear works is such a crazy thing...
If you disappeared what would I do?
So different it would be, no joke.
Don't go and leave me behind.
You have so much more to live for than me, don't you see?
See the world for what it can be, ignore society.
They can wallow in their own puddle of self-pity.
Escape reality without all these poisons, let's escape.
Together.

Somehow I don't know what to do when you cry.
When you laugh.
When you smile.
Whenever you just are in a state of insanity.
My chest just tightens and leaves me frozen in thought.
Cliches and mistakes are what I always think of...
But when I see you in such a scary and sad state, I just know what to do.
I don't call this instinct, I don't call it cowardice...
I find it as mysterious as it is just...nameless.
Like you and I, I should say.
Two pieces if a puzzle that don't fit anywhere...but sometimes here.
All it does is make me want to stop you from disappearing more.

What can I do? (I'm just so confused..)
How can I make you see how wrong you are?
You don't need all the stuff that will erase you from this world...
A second chance is not going to come by, I would truly know.
Hold my hand, look me in the eye, and don't think the last words are going to be goodbye...
The words that I will tell you are just what you know...
Just promise me you won't sink to be something so low.

How long will it be before then?
Before your body deteriorates from my sight?
Two years? Twenty years?
Years from now that haven't come yet?
Where will you and I be then?
If we're far apart, how can I save you?
But the question is...will you let me?
Or would you let me?
Stop the pain from really seeping...
Yet...
To tell the truth...

Decide and realize, just be strong and promise you'll survive.
Because I want to escape from here with you with our own name and place.
Though as of now...

What can I do?
I'm just so...confused...