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Do You Love Me Now? Do You Love My Scars? (Poem) |
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I dont know... i was thinking about my last relationship.. and this just... came to me...
She looks in the mirror, sees tears in her eyes,
They say that she's pretty but she knows they're just lies,
"Why can't I be pretty?" she asked herself every night,
But by day she smiles, pretending it's alright,
At night she screams with a knife in her hand,
"Why don't they get it, why don't they understand?"
She wishes she was dead, she can't stand her own face,
She hates the way she dresses, but can't stand wearing lace,
Wishes tears weren't real and that pain didn't exist,
Marks love with a razor, kisses on her wrist,
"Why?"she askes,"Why can't I look nice,"
Taking her razor, her wrists she'll slice,
"This is in hope of being what I know I'm not,"
She whispers as she slides the blade, never to be caught,
"This is for the love I wish I had, the love I can't find,"
She whispers as she looks at them, smiles like she's fine,
"This is for the lies, all the venom you put into my heart,"
She whispers, her tears falling down as she falls apart,
"This is for never showing your care, why didn't you see?"
She asks softly, that girl that smiled just wasn't who she wanted to be,
"This....this is for you, for never seeing my love,"
She whispered at last as she spilled her blood,
"I hope you love me now, maybe now I'm okay,
Am I good enough to make you want to stay?"
She asks herself looking in a mirror, her skin dyed red,
She slides to the ground, her heart beating dead,
"I love you" she whispered as her last breath left,
But her words were lost, they didn't hear as she slept.
 alexknight629 · Thu Apr 01, 2010 @ 11:59pm · 0 Comments |
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