Stop apologizing
It's not your fault
but mine
i played the part
don't let go
Oh God please no
My body is not mine
Help me, i'm not right
My legs shake
My heart begins to ache
Your eyes show fear
Why'd i come here?
The ringing won't go away
Is today the day?
You start to cry
I'm sorry i hurt you
I stare at the sky
Cloudy and dark blue
You hold my hand
You can't understand
Why i'm like this
You give me a kiss
My whole body shakes
Is this the price for all the mistakes?
"Make it stop, please!"
You have no idea what is manifesting inside of me.
My skin starts to crawl
I start to bawl
I'm so sorry
I don't want you to pity me.
My greatest mistake
Was ever coming to this place
You can't help me
No one can
Oh god...OH GOD PLEASE!
You tighten around my hand
You start to cry and scream
No one answers
I see the stream
Of hot tears sliding down your face
Oh god! why did i come to this place?
I remember 8 hours ago
I gave away my soul
I never meant for you to cry
I hurt at the sight
My free pass
This can't last
People break down the door
See you hugging me on the floor
They rip you away
Don't listen to what they say
My eyes start to close
Fate takes ahold
You can't stop crying
For everything
I'm so afraid
but want you to stay
I need you
Everything you said was TRUE
It feels like a dream
This is the last you'll see of me
"You need to believe"
But dying is easy
The drugs ate away my brain
They've now made me insane
Stop whining!
Stop crying!
Be happy!
Please?
For me?
You let go of my hand
The people make you understand
I won't last much longer
Its this or the other
You shake your head
You don't want me to be dead
You choose other
And twist the ring on your finger
I gave it to you
A year ago in the ballroom
Now my heart starts to slow
Please let me go
Minutes go by
And i close my eyes
A flat line
A long beep
I lied when i said i was fine
You won't ever wake me from this dream...
 alexknight629 · Sun Mar 28, 2010 @ 03:58am · 0 Comments |
