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I got accepted. I don’t know what I got accepted into but I got accepted. Well, Lucas and Evon did, but they made a deal with the Dean over the phone and said that if we didn’t go to wherever, neither would them. I wonder where this place was. I had no clue on what was going on, and neither did Kylie. Lucas and Evon would barely speak to us when we asked them about the conversation. Weird. Why would they lock their girlfriend’s out of their lives? We don’t know if they’re dug dealers or, I shook the thought out of my head. We know them better then anyone. They wouldn’t. Would they? We were short on cash. NO! It’s impossible! Fiction! Falso! I refuse to believe that they were dealing, or any where near drugs. It’s bad that Emma was for most of her life. When Emma was thirteen, she and her friends would steal mother’s jewelry and money to buy drugs and sell them. She was on them for as long as I can remember. I didn’t like them. I could tell they harmed her, although she didn’t know that she would develop lung cancer. No one did. When she was fifteen, the symptoms started. Her cough became intense. Chest, back, and shoulder pains became more intense due to the coughing. In time she began wheezing along with the unexplained weight loss. We all became concerned over her health. I wasn’t able to reach Kylie back then and tell her. We took Emma to the hospital where Father, Zachary, and I stayed day after day without eating or going home. It took a week for Emma to die due to lung cancer. The doctor told us there was nothing he could do about her illness. The state of her condition was bad and he knew from looking at her that she wouldn’t make it. We all new. Deep down inside of us, we all had that same feeling of doubt. He friends weren’t sad at all. Not even the boy she loved. Kevin. I despise him. He was the dirty donkey who started Emma on drugs. If it weren’t for him, maybe father an Zachary would still be here. If it weren’t for him, I’d still have an older sister who cared for me and stood up for me always. If I see him one more time I swear I would not hesitate to hurt him so badly so that he went through the same pain my sister did and when he dies, I’ll be laughing as he burns in the deep pits of hell! Emma was the world to me. My first best friend. The first face I saw when I came into this world. And that dirty scum took it all away from me. I will make him suffer for the despair my family went through that day. I knew he was still alive. I felt it in my heart he was and I knew that sucker was looking for some trouble. If we ever cross paths, I would destroy him. Along with anyone who gets in my way. Emma died on my birthday. Which was a major heartbreak for me, but an even greater heartbreak for my father and brother to see the last of their two oldest children pass away. It was them I felt bad for, although it was only my father and Zachary and me now. I remember crying for weeks after she was gone. She would pull the covers off of me and tickle my feet to wake me up in the mornings when school was about to start. On weekends she would let me sleep late and she’ll wake me up by brining a freshly baked plate of pancakes with syrup on it and apple pieces on the side. I could still remember the way she would scare me by looking one way with her mouth open saying “ I’m going to eat you!” I would get scared, but soon realize it was her and tackle hug her so the food went flying all over the place and we would go flying into the door. I remember the time when Zachary ran in to see if we were fine and his foot landed on the syrup drenched pancakes and he slipped on his face and flew into the wall. It was a laugh until we did the same when we tried getting up. I missed those times and just like I said before, if Kevin and I were face to face once more, I swear he’ll be begging on his knees for me to spear his life. Some one who took a great thing out of this world shouldn’t live at all. Him and Emma were going out. She didn’t want any of us to know but I found out by following her to the pier and saw them kiss. It made me so mad I thought that the anger I was feeling would make a volcano erupt down in Hawaii. The one thing, out of everything about her, was her heart warming smile. Her last words to me were the thing that made me so sad that day. She poke in a low voice, so low that I had to bend over to hear what she was saying. She told me, “ Keep your mind open to the possibilities, and your heart open for love.”
Kylie was the one who broke me out of that memory. She was telling me that I could take a shower now and so I did. It felt relaxing to finally un freeze. Although it burned and itched once I got in. I used those mini shampoo and the bad scented soap. It smelled like bad eggs, but with my Brittany Spears perfume, I think it smelled pretty good. Lucas did as well since when he came in here to give us a hug goodnight, he wouldn’t stop sniffing me. It was weird really because I had to go back into the shower because he sneezed on me. Kylie brought her own soap from the house and didn’t let any one use it. She said it was her favorite kind and that no one was allowed to use it.
I was dressed in my white fuzzy pajamas. Kylie was on her laptop, well, my laptop. She was on some car site looking for a new car for us. Lucas and Evon were talking about school. I don’t know why though. They still didn’t tell us where we got accepted to, so I pushed it aside and waited for them to tell me. I caught a glimpse of Lucas whispering something to Evon, and then both bursting out in laughter. Kylie was wondering if we can go out to eat, but in the freezing cold? Heck no! We ordered room service in our room. Kylie had ribs, I had salad, Lucas had macaroni and cheese, and Evon had a hot dog. Gross! How could they eat meat?! I was a vegetarian and, I wasn’t sure if Lucas was as well, but I suspected he was since I never seen him eat anything that once was living. He was just like father. He was against animal abuse and hated to see any living thing be harmed. Father. Are you and the rest seeing this? How much I’ve learned from all of you? You’ve all taught me so much, and now, I’m using what I know to survive.
 Taiyou Kurotsuki · Mon Mar 29, 2010 @ 05:37am · 0 Comments |
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