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******** it. Some days, most days, there's really just no reason to wake up. It just gets to the point where you can't do anything right, you can't make anyone happy, and you can't even make yourself smile. It's a struggle that isn't even worth bothering with. I'd say that I wish i could disappear, but, really, I already have. Nobody sees me and nobody gives a s**t. I get the point. Everybody's problems are more important and so much worse than mine. That fact is rubbed into my face at every turn.


Make Me Believe
~Godsmack

Throw away my dreams
This fight for my life isn't getting behind me
And I've been told to scream
Where no one can hear me, it doesn't mean nothing

So make me believe
Just take me away from this hell I've created
And I'm afraid
I'm breaking my own vows knowing I'll go down in flames

I know this can't be right
There's got to be something more that I can live for
And I can only hide
Inside of this sickness for so long again

So make me believe
Just take me away from this hell I've created
And I'm afraid
I'm breaking my own vows knowing I'll go down

Make me believe
Just take me away from temptation that's calling me
And I'm afraid
I'm breaking my own vows knowing I'll go down in flames

Running in circles
Confusion is calling my name
Hiding inside of this poisoning madness again
I'm tired, I'm broken
I'm walking along with the dead
Will I ever feel like I once did?

So make me...

Make me believe
Just take me away from this hell I've created
And I'm afraid
I'm breaking my own vows knowing I'll go down

Make me believe
Make me believe
Make me believe
I'm breaking my own vows, knowing I'll go down in flames