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I am so excited to start this new job. I know I can do it, I know I can learn and succeed. But this is a huge life change for me. It's kinda scary and id on't really have anyone to talk to. I feel so alone and bent out of shape. I've been on the verge of tears all week. I'm scared to death that I'll fail. This is my only chance to make something of myself, it seems. I know I'm smart enough. I don't have a problem working hard. So what's my issue? I just need to get out there and do it.

I just always seem to talk myself into failure before anything ever actually happens. I've never understood it about myself, but it's the main reason I don't ever get anything done.

I just wish there was someone I could talk to that understood. Or even ******** cared.